Name: smalltownjuliet
Last Activity: 10 hours ago
Location: Westbury, NY
Country: United States
Member Since: February 7, 2006
Number of Posts: 9284
Age/Gender: 25 / F
Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius
Status: Married
Sexual Preference: Boys & Girls
Open To: Friends
About Me: i'm a young lady straight outa hicksville(seriously). i dont fuck around with with people's hearts or minds and i dont take kindly to people who do. i'm so real i'm brutal. accept no imitations. if you're not gonna be upfront with me, dont bother being anything. i'm a very busy girl, and i have no intrest in playing games. if you want something come right out and say so, dont do the tip toe shit with me. i'm not as fragile as some may think. i'm a survivor, i've lived through things you've only seen in your nightmares. if you think you can break me you better wake up and smell the roses b/c sweetheart, trust me, you aint that special. i don't care what you think. i'm bitter, i'm jaded, i'm one of the best friends you could ever hope for. self-righteous straight-edge kids drive me to drink. i'm not a myspace celebrity.(i totally swiped that from someone on lj) i'm pro-choice. i love kids. i'm antiwar. i support our troops. i rarely sleep. i'm always tired. i can talk faster than you. i am hypnotized by shiny objects. i have the attention span of a goldfish. i rarely finish things i start. i'm perfectly imperfect. i'm addicted to the internet. i'm more comfortable with my dog and cat than i am with most people. i'd kill any one of you befor i let any harm come to my pets. i couldnt care less if you buy your clothes at hot topic, walmart, or J Crew. i leave the house without brushing my hair at least once a month. my socks never match. i hate having to hit shift to capitolize one letter of a sentance and i rarely bother. i failed every spelling test i've ever taken. pansexual: one who exhibits or suggests a sexuality that has many different forms, objects, and outlets. one who exhibits many forms of sexual expression. pansexual is broader than Bisexual because it includes people who are transgender, or people who are not classifiable as male or female. i talk way too much. i'm a hopeless romantic. i dont think i'm better than you just b/c of your race, religion, economic position, heritage, or anything else like that, i think i'm better than you simply b/c i am. i'm irish. i can rock a frisbee like hendrix can rock a guitar. i was born into the wrong generation. i dont do regret.
Body Alterations: lip ring(removed)
navel piercing
2 tattoos (2 more pending)
Favorite Bands/Musicians: VANILLA ICE
ednas goldfish
reel big fish
metallica
Mr. Bungle
Mike Patton
sevendust
Poison the Well,
Tool
morbid angel
queen
Faith No More
meatloaf
rolling stones
beatles
Fantomas
bob dylan
O.A.R.
Hatebreed
Favorite Movies: Any and all zombie movies no matter how "bad"
the nightmare on elm street series
edward scissor hands
pirates of the carribean
teenage mutant ninja turtles
devil's advocate
little mermaid
ghostbusters 1&2
empire records
heathers
the craft
bill and ted
waynes world
SNAKES ON A PLANE
Favorite Books/Authors: Good Omens
American Gods
E.A. Poe
Neil Gaimen
Shakespear
Makes Me Purrrrrrr: PENGUINS.
my willum, musicals, rainy days, blizzards, black boots, rainbow hair, stuff from the 80's and early 90's, zombies, video games, new notebooks, coloring, dancing in the street, acting, singing, taking pretty pictures, people taking pretty pictures of me, and of course my animals.

My Amazon.com Wish List
Makes Me Go GRRRRR: people who complain about their men leaving the seat up, homework, friends who never call me back, gigantic umbrellas of doom....
houses with one set of blinking christmas lights when the rest are steady.
Pays The Bills: i'm a movie star scream queen
oh and uhhh a when i'm not covered in blood and or hunting zombies i can usually be found doing customer service somewhere and making shiny things
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Posted: 08/26/08 at 09:30 PM  RSS
Day three of open to close down.

I'm already exhausted.

It's fall... sort of... which means I'm spending more time with my cousin. This happens every year. No, not the one who was my maid of honor, the one from my mom's side, who i love, but who wants to "make me better" and in order to do that, she feels the need to try and change me.
I know she means well...
but it gets a little old.

I am always tired and therefor cranky this time of year.

I can only take so much and then I snap.

I explained this to her a few months ago. I also explained how when I'm pmsing there are literally times where my "rage" takes over and i have no recolection of anything that i said or did when i flip out and to try her best not to push the wrong buttons during that time, and that if she does push the buttons...know that no matter what i say or do, i love her and i'm sorry.

she dyed my hair for me last night.

it did not come out how she wanted it to so now she wants it to be dark brown.
I don't do brunette.

Don't get me wrong, brunettes are lovely. But i personally am not a brunette, never have been, never will be.
I don't have to be blond. but i cannot be brown.

besides, i really like it right now. it's just another bleach application over what it was a few posts back... but it took a TON of the orange out. not all of it... but most. and i got some really funky white hilites in there too.

soooo tired.

going to sleep.

love you miss you keep me up to date on your lives.

(9 comments)
Ri-kun
 
Preston, MS
28 / M - Single
Posted: 08/27/08 at 06:14 AM 
Sleep well.  
smalltownjuliet
 
Westbury, NY
25 / F - Married
Posted: 08/28/08 at 09:24 PM 
thankies
suzy
 
Canoga Park, CA
45 / F - Attached
Posted: 08/27/08 at 11:30 PM 
Well, I hope you can endure the "fixing."  Some people are like that.

Do you know about this?
http://www.vibrator.com/sex-toys/i-rub-my-penguin-massager-vibrator.html
smalltownjuliet
 
Westbury, NY
25 / F - Married
Posted: 08/28/08 at 09:22 PM 
oh dear lord...
Cypher
 
Nowhere, OK
F - Single
Posted: 08/28/08 at 06:45 PM 
Yeah, apparently I have the PMDD, too, where my hormones cause changes in my brain chemistry and make me think what I'm doing is OK, then when the hormones change again, I'm like "What the heck? Why did I do that? Why did I think that made sense?" I absolutely hate it. It actually causes my brain chemistry to change! They've proven it!

Right now I'm on some supplements to see if that helps. It does seem to be helping some with the anger and bad judgment. I may have to get on birth control to make it stop if it doesn't get a lot better, and I really don't want to get on birth control if I don't have to. But it's been absolutely scaring me because I've been acting in ways completely against my beliefs and ethics! I don't like being trapped by my own body.

I'm glad you found someone (your husband) who loves you enough to help you through it, instead of blaming you for it. He even knows how to talk to you (or not talk to you) when you go through it. That's awesome. I wish I could find someone like that.

Edited By: Cypher - 08/28/08 at 06:51 PM
smalltownjuliet
 
Westbury, NY
25 / F - Married
Posted: 08/28/08 at 09:24 PM 
<3
we have a lot in common!
not that it's all good things we have in common, but it's sort of nice to know i'm not alone with a lot of it.

the PMDD ... my doctors "don't believe in it"
asshats.

yes, i know i need a new doctor lol

and yes, i'm very lucky to have my husband. there have been days when he just throws a chocolate candy bar in the bedroom waits for me to start opening it and then comes in. it's like he doesn't want to "poke the bear"
he's so cute.
Cypher
 
Nowhere, OK
F - Single
Posted: 08/28/08 at 09:29 PM 
Hmmm ... I don't know why they don't believe it. They have actually shown with brain scans that the brain chemistry actually changes. It's like you have no filter for anything coming in or going out., emotionally or rationally. I really, really hate it. IT"S NOT ME.

I wish had someone who threw chocolate at me. 
Raven
 
Oologah, OK
38 / M - Single
Posted: 08/28/08 at 09:28 PM 
So are you gonna post pics of the hair or what?
smalltownjuliet
 
Westbury, NY
25 / F - Married
Posted: 08/28/08 at 09:29 PM 
i took them...
they're all awful...
i'm breaking out and retaining water. you'll have to wait a few days.

but, i'm quite blonde.
blonder than the last photos.

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