Name: ThePope

Last Activity: 04/12/06 at 10:54 AM

Location: Chicago, IL

Member Since: February 15, 2006

Number of Posts: 6

Age/Gender: 33 / M

Zodiac Sign: Aries

Status: Attached

Sexual Preference: Girls

Open To: Friends

About Me: I am the residual individual... I am an intellectual nudist... I am a fading shadow... I am that first drag of a cigarette in the morning... I am the split second quiver before a jaw clenching orgasm... I'm the breath on your neck during a lovers embrace... I'm the hand up your skirt in the bathroom at a party... I'm your first line off a mirror... I'm lips touching in the night for the first time... I'm the spring wind on your face during a drive... I'm the calming voice on the other end of the phone when nothings been going right... I am Christmas morning when you were 8 years old... I am the morning sun cracking the horizon line as you sit on the rooftops at dawn... I'm the scent trapped in the sheets after your dear one has left... I'm the laugh of a child... I'm the purr of a cat....

I'm not here for your amusement... I'm not your "mid-night homoerotic gay cowboy lover"... I'm not your "go to bang" when your boyfriend is out of town... I'm not going to be the butt of your jokes... I'm not the pillar of strength you think I am... I'm not Emo... I'm not Punk... I'm not an artist... I'm not old... I'm not a one night stand... I'm not going to exact my revenge, although you definitely deserve it... I'm not above you, nor am I below you... I'm not going to blow smoke up your ass... I'm not hung up on the past anymore... I'm not going to serve as a "go-between" in your disputes....

I refuse to be apologetic for who I am... I refuse to be apologetic for what I'm not... If you see me as "just the guy with the beer sitting on the couch" then you can keep walking on by... If you have the balls to slap me upside the head with your reality then sit next to me. I'm not going to be your knight in shining armor... I can't change the world and I honestly don't care to. I will be reclusive at times... I'll refuse to answer my phone... I may just sit in silence all night... I may tell you a story that will take a case of beer and the sun will come up before I am done....

I observe. I reflect. I am a mirror and what you show me I'll show back to you in return.