Dear god it has been a mad house the past month. between a tornado and hail storm that knocked out ALL13 of my house windows and moving into the new house I haven't been online to much lately. Sometimes I get so wrapped up in the bullshit going on I can't do or think or talk about anything else. I wish everything would just blow over and life would go back to sunshine and roses again Like that will happen. I just want my money to get in order so I can get the few things I have been lusting over. One of which is a new camera. I really have been kicking myself in the ass about not having one anymore. well I have 3. 2 digital that are broken and one 35mil that I don't use at all. I told myself last year that I was going to drop 20 lbs and start doing sets again I lost 30 lbs and I just been so busy with everything else I don't get to do the things I want to do anymore. Oh well such as life. On a lighter note. I want to dye my pubes purple. or maybe pink. Am I the only person that think arm pit hair might be sexy if it was dyed pretty colors. I think maybe yes. O h well I'm sticking to my guns on that one. 2 more days till For Too Zero. I hope we go to the river I got some shrooms that are looking mighty yummy. I just hope it does warm up like they tell me. 80 tomorrow.. but it's like 50 today so we will see. I just want to have some more nice nights under the stars. I really wish I could just teleport friends to my house cus I miss you gusy so fucking much.