Deviant Nation : Member : Delirium

Name: Delirium

Last Activity: Yesterday at 02:35 PM

Location: Belleville, IL

Country: United States

Member Since: July 31, 2007

Number of Posts: 129

Age/Gender: 19 / F

Zodiac Sign: Virgo

Status: Attached

Sexual Preference: Boys & Girls

Open To: Friends

Body Alterations: Tattoos: Dragonfly On Back, Traditional Chinese on right ankle, Angels & Demons On Left Ribs.
Piercings: Two Navel, Two per ear, Right Nostril

Favorite Bands: Hoax Funeral, InMe, Mindless Self Indulgence, 30 Seconds to Mars, The Dear & Departed,

Likes: Studying the human body,
art,
photography,
writing,
dancing around like a crazy person,
photo manipulation,
big words

Pays The Bills: Caretaker

13 Friends

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Stitch

Raeli

Nummymonkey

Posted: 08/14/08 at 09:52 PM

Just a thought...

you tell someone you love them
and you really don't love them
but you want them to feel good
and feel like you feel the same
but in reality you're still in love
with this other guy
so you sleep with this other guy
and find out you don't really
have as strong of feelings for him
as you thought
so you pretend it never happened...
are you a bad person?

-delirium-

Mood:

confused

Music:

Lady Sovereign - Those Were The Days

(13 comments)

LadyLazarus - Ink Slinger

Neillsville, WI

27 / F - Attached

Posted: 08/24/08 at 03:21 PM

Being aware of our faults proves that we are not "bad".
"Fault lines should be worn with pride"

Delirium

Belleville, IL

19 / F - Attached

Posted: 08/24/08 at 04:05 PM

so i finally talked to the guy i'm still in love with and told him that i'd told someone i loved them when i really didn't love them...
he was kinda upset with me, but he understood i think.

LadyLazarus - Ink Slinger

Neillsville, WI

27 / F - Attached

Posted: 08/24/08 at 05:02 PM

honesty is usually the best policy. If he isn't understanding he doesn't deserve you!

Delirium

Belleville, IL

19 / F - Attached

Posted: 08/24/08 at 05:07 PM

well.... we don't exactly plan on ever dating again( the guy i'm in love with that is) but I'm really honest with him and he's really understanding. I just don't know how to tell the guy i'm dating that i don't actually love him... I sorta accidentally said it(it slipped out when i wasn't thinking) and he said it back...

LadyLazarus - Ink Slinger

Neillsville, WI

27 / F - Attached

Posted: 08/24/08 at 05:30 PM


	ahhh now I see how that could be complicated. How long have you been dating? Is it serious? Did you only say it that one time? If so, I wouldn't fret over it too much. If you don't plan on being with him long term....why worry...if he starts telling he he's in love with you on a daily basis, then you might want to say something, but until then no reason to hurt him....but now I'm ranting!