Name:Belfast[ Homepage ]
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Country: United States
Member Since: September 2, 2008
Number of Posts: 103
Gender: F
Zodiac Sign: Libra
Status: Open Marriage
Sexual Preference: Boys & Girls
Open To: Friends, Playmates
About Me: 29 years young, with an old soul.

I can speak two languages, and write in three.

I currently am a burlesque performer in Hollywood and run a residency at the Bordello Bar alongside my partner, Courtney Cruz.

For those that are wondering, I am not in the adult industry, I just have many friends that are.

I've got a background in boxing, and have residual injuries from doing it competitively.

Now I just train.

I am not afraid of individuals, or pain, or death. I am afraid of mob mentality, suffering unnecessarily, and worms.

I fucking hate worms. Pretty unfortunate considering my absolute love of plants and gardening.

I have several rare plants I am growing right now. Seems my thumbs are fairly green.

I have almost 15 years of opera singing experience. Now I just look forward to singing blues and jazz.

One day the Mighty Stef will make it over to the U.S. and I will convince him to sing with me.

I am college educated. I like to know that my education is there, and I think that school is very important for people. It makes a difference in how you relate to others.

I try as hard as I can to be loyal, and honest, without being brutal and classless.

I wrap my heart around those I care about like a great blanket. I am intense.

If you happen to be one of those people, you have the ability to wound me more than anything. Be gentle.

I will defend you if you need it. If you need it all the time, I will abandon you.

No one is so unfortunate that everyday is a tragedy. People who act like it is hold no interest for me.

When I hear the song "Fairytale of New York" or "Scotland the Brave" I cry.

I'm not even Scottish. I bet you never would have guessed.

Do not ever call me a Mic, Paddy, or Pikey unless you are trying to start a fight. I don't think it's cute.

My grandmother was an avatar of God.

I don't want to raise my children in this country.


I love men for what they are. I love women for what they are. I don't suffer the gender bias. This doesn't mean I am BI OMG, it means I'm not prone to caring about genitalia over heart.

I am intensely protective.

I am not afraid of crying when I am happy, or during movies. I learned recently that I don't know how to cry from grief, or fear.

I still think Tom Waits makes the most progressive music of my time.

When I was little I wanted to marry one of two people: Adam Ant, or Billy Idol. I still would marry either one.

I often wish I were in Japan, India, Ireland, Croatia, or Morocco. Anywhere but here.

I sleep with a stuffed alien.

I have dreams about being a superhero.

I care about beauty from an aesthetic aspect. I care about strength and consistency more.

I know which fork to use.

I have the best bed in the world.

I make a mean chocolate chip cookie.

I have a boyfriend that looks like Travis Barker.

I collect old boxing gear, Billie Holiday vinyl, rare plants and aesthetic memories.

I am always in love.

I will make a difference.
Favorite Bands: Jesus, here's a few:
If I really listed everything I liked, it wouldn't fit.

7 seconds, adam ant, adicts, angelic upstarts, anti-nowhere league, asche, bad brains, billy idol, birthday party, blasters, blok 57, blonde redhead, buzzcocks, chameleons, cocksparrer, conflict, converter, crass, damned, das ich, david bowie, dead boys, dead kennedys, demented are go, discharge, dropkick murphys, dubliners, dwarves, e-craft, exploited, fiend flug, flogging molly, front 242, front line assembly, fugazi, funker vogt, generation x, guana bats, hoover, iggy and the stooges, imminent starvation, industrial, jawbreaker, joy division, killing joke, klute, leaether strip, leonard cohen, mentallo and the fixer, merzbow, ministry, misfits, mono no aware, morgenstern, neuroticfish, new york dolls, nick drake, nitzer ebb, noisex, noxious emotion, oi, oomph, oxymoron, p.a.l., panacea, plasmatics, pogues, popes, powernoise, psychic tv, psychobilly, psychopomps, punk, ravenous, revolting cocks, s.i.n.a, sabotage, shane macgowan, skinny puppy, snap-her, snog, sonar, specimen, stingrays, stone roses, subhumans, sunny day real estate, synthpop, the 4skins, the cure, the germs, the clash, the jam, throbbing gristle, tom waits, tones on tail, tori amos, toy dolls, three bad jacks, tumor, velvet acid christ, violators, vnv nation, warsaw, wumpscut, x, xorcist.

To name a few...
Favorite Movies: horror films.
LoTR trilogy.
Last Unicorn.

The Lover.
Amelie.
Anything by George Romero.
Krzysztof Kieslowski's Trois Couleurs "Blue, White, Red".
Voices from a distant star.
Animatrix.
City of Lost Children.
Jesus' Son.
Farinelli.
Amadeus.
One Haunted Summer.
Impromptu.
Quills.
Marat Sade.
M. Butterfly.
Casablanca.
Dopamine.
Dr Zhivago.
Whalerider.
Dr Strangelove.
Uzumaki.

Many many more......
Favorite Books/Authors: Just a few, I won over 2,000 books.

The Celts, Spirit of 77', History of the IRA, How the Irish Saved Civilization, Whoredom in Kimmage, Snowcrash, American Gods, House of Leaves, The Art of War, The Unbearable Lightness of Being, Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man, Metamorphosis, Nausea, Weaveworld, Anything by St Thomas Aquinas, Jean Markale, Emmanuel Kant, Franz Kafka, Jean Paul Sartre, Michael Oondatje, J.R.R. Tolkien, Anne Sexton, Dorothy Parker, Lord Byron, and anything by Percy Shelley
Likes: anime, baudelaire, burlesque, china, chinchillas, emmanuel kant, entropy, ethics, fetish, futurepop, grace o'malley, india, industrial, Ireland, japan, kurt vonnegut, m.c. escher, michael oondatje, monsoon asia, oi, opera singing, philosophy, photography, pirates, poetry, psychobilly, punk, qin dynasty, redheads, religious studies, reptiles, russian ballet, scotland, shakespeare, shane macgowan, sharon olds, shelob, sinn fein, submission, tang dynasty, tarantulas, tea ceremonies, thomas aquinas, w.b.yeats

Music. In general.

Traveling.
Most of all - Ireland, and going to my families homeland as much as I can
Pet Peeves: Anything that smells bad. B.O., bad breath, stinky feet, I cannot stand poor hygiene.
Pays The Bills: Being a personal assistant and a full time promoter and burlesque performer. I put on my own shows as well as perform anywhere anyone can afford to have me.
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Posted: 10/10/08 at 05:47 PM  RSS
A sad sad day
I lost a friend ysterday.  I found out about it last night.


My heart hurts a lot.

I've been sort of crying off and on all day long.


This song seems to fit with how I feel.  It's all I can really muster to get out.


Starry
starry night
paint your palette blue and grey

look out on a summer's day
with eyes that know the
darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills
sketch the trees and the daffodils

catch the breeze and the winter chills

in colors on the snowy linen land.
And now I understand what you tried to say to me

how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
they did not know how

perhaps they'll listen now.

Starry
starry night
flaming flo'rs that brightly blaze

swirling clouds in violet haze reflect in
Vincent's eyes of China blue.
Colors changing hue
morning fields of amber grain

weathered faces lined in pain
are soothed beneath the artist's
loving hand.
And now I understand what you tried to say to me

how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you
but still your love was true

and when no hope was left in sight on that starry
starry night.
You took your life
as lovers often do;
But I could have told you
Vincent
this world was never
meant for one
as beautiful as you.

Starry
starry night
portraits hung in empty halls

frameless heads on nameless walls
with eyes
that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the stranger that you've met

the ragged men in ragged clothes

the silver thorn of bloody rose
lie crushed and broken
on the virgin snow.
And now I think I know what you tried to say to me

how you suffered for your sanity

how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
they're not
list'ning still
perhaps they never will.





~Vincent~ by Don McLean


R.I.P. Gidget, I wish I could have done something to keep you around.

I will miss you you weirdo.  ;(
Mood: crushed


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